Linger
I feel really tired today, it seems that I’m loosing my energy. I didn’t get enough sleep yesterday morning after I got home. I slept past 8 am then woke up around 2 or 3pm. I tried to go back to sleep that afternoon but to no avail. The air was cool coming from the window, my bed was comfortable enough, and there is very little noise from outside. But still I can’t sleep, I don’t know, maybe I haven’t adjusted yet for my night shift this week. I just lied there on my bed, forcing myself to sleep, but there’s something bothering me. There’s something I kept on thinking that whole day. It was her, this girl I kept on thinking about her. I don’t know why, but it seems she lingers on my mind. Although not everyday, but mostly after I wake up in the morning. Damn, I have to think of something else as soon as I wake up.
Hmmm… maybe I just missed having a girlfriend. I missed having someone to talk to while going to the mall or watching a movie. I missed someone whom I can hug when I sleep at night or when I wake up in the morning. Until now, I’m still thinking if I made the right decision. But it was destined to happen, even if I did make the decision. Our choices, even if we change them because of our free will, have already been decided even before we make our decision. Whatever was meant to happen, will eventually happen.
Anyway, I’d better cut this short. The sun is already rising and I’m about to leave the office. Oh and the girl I mentioned on the first paragraph is not my ex, she’s someone I just met late last year.
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